Thinking about You...

They don't see You like i see You,
Because You see more of me than they will ever know,
Knowing myself began when i first knew You,
The world became like a clear crystal ball,
And I saw everything through clear glass,

My future, my past, my present,
The now, the middle and the ending,
All part of something i don't know.
All part of this Big plan,Your plan.

I picture this life without You,

And the times i have lived it without You,

Those were the times i hardly knew who i was,

You make life complicated in the most simplistic way,

With You around i never have my way.

Sometimes it makes me sad,

Then after a while, You show me why and i understand Your way.

Ignoring You never works out for me,
You are everywhere and anywhere....
So i can't really run away from You, even if i tried
Talking to You is easy and makes my day,
Sometimes i forget, and when i do, that's a gloomy day..

I could write on and on about You,

But where would i find the perfect words to tell it all?

Yet in this moment, when am wishing to leave work early and go home,

You came to my mind and these words, were just a reminder for me of who You are to me,

These words were just a whisper from my heart,and i had to write them down before they get lost in the hustle of leaving work early to start my weekend.Words that remind me of who You are to me,who You've always been and who You'll always be to me...Thank You God.Amen

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