Thought Therapy

I have a huge crush on you!  I think i like you!   Maybe we could just be friends!   This is too much,i know am in love!   I admit it,I Love You!   I can't imagine being without you!   Things are changing!   When did it get so complicated?   We need some space!   I don't feel the same way!   It's over!   I like someone else...   THE CYCLE OF "LOVE",take it from the top! (Umy)

Give me this,give me that!  You know how much i definitely need this  and that...  I ask for a lot, cause i know You can give  me  a lot...  is it so much to ask for what i don't got?  Maybe i shouldn't ask You for this or  that...  if you can read my mind,then what's  stopping You from reading my heart?  ( Take delight in the Lord and He will give  you the desires of your heart) Umy.

When my heart's not in it,  Then my brain will definitely not be apart of it!  When i know that i can do anything just to get it,  Then i know that all the sacrifice is worth it!  When my mouth can't explain it,  But my words jst seem to show it even when i can't  make  sense of it!  When i believe i can  make it,  Then i know i truly love it  and NOTHING,NOBODY nor  EVERYTHING can take it!! I  keep my dream, one day i  will  wake up to its reality! (Umy.)

Setting the stage for another show, but now i realize i don't want to play the leading role no more. Remembering the spotlight when all eyes were on me, but You stole my act and messed up my scene. Found it hard,getting used to the new script, felt like You had the upperhand. My glory days slowly fading away, finally You've had it Your way. Now am behind the  scenes, living the life of a 'has been'. You stole the show, but You made me realize there are  more precious things worth living for. You became the star, but You made me realize that its  You who's made me shine this far. You took the leading role, but You made me realize that i'd  follow behind any way You lead me cause i know You're in control. STAR OF MY LIFE: JESUS (Umy)

"My hero... :) :) :) "  Droopy and dripple!! :)   Thers's no hiding my love for cartoons, but mostly when cartoons were cartoons,that is   Tom n Jerry, tweety,Droopy and Dripple, bugs bunny, road runner, flintstones,pink panther,the Jetsons,   Scooby Doo,Johnny Bravo,Sonic The Hedgehog ...my list is endless.   But am not writing about cartoons,this was just a random thought that brought more random thoughts,that were mostly inspired by a dream.  This dream had a hero in it.the dream made me go back to the days when i would wake up so early on saturdays just to catch my favourite toons and watch them for hours still glued to the telly.I loved the scenes when some pretty lil damsel was  captured by an evil villain only to be saved by a handsome hero ( reality should be more like that!)  Those were priceless and cherished moments for me,and if i could shrink back to my kid size clothes and body,i would relive them all over again with no regr

Home is where the heart is, but that's not the case with me right now. Home is where my Mama  is, and i clearly miss home. And before you start  teasing me, i know that am still my mum's  kid even if i grow old and gray. Its been a month since i left Nairobi and i wouldn't be human if i said i don't   miss it it there. Kigali for the past month has been an experience to treasure, unfortunately i have been confined to the city and haven' had a chance to go to another province yet,but i will soon . I don' t know where to begin in describing my experience here,so i decided to post about the weird and almost funny experiences i have had. The funny scenerios i keep finding myself in have been when my when relatives think i have no knowledge of Kinyarwanda. But even with my attempts to show my proficiency in speaking my mothertongue, i still confuse them.Most recently was when i fell sick with the flu and had a fever.Later that day, i got a call and the other p

Y ou never know what you have till you find  it You  never know who you have been waiting for till you find them; I found myself the day I found you They say its like finding the missing piece in your  puzzle I say its like finding the centre piece of my puzzle With that one piece,everything else falls in place. I found comfort in a sweet gentle soul, I found happiness in just a simple thought of that soul                                            I found more than I could have  hoped for in a soul       I FOUND A BLUE HEART

The past three weeks of my life have been a dream come true...not because i have stumbled into a load of cash or become a celebrity overnight. I have done nothing that seems out of the ordinary, but this event has and will forever  change my life.I have  no idea how to put it all in writing cause sometimes it still feels unreal. That dream came when i arrived in the land of a thousand hills,my home country Rwanda! I packed my bags so fast(still in shock).I got  on a bus(still in shock)n i saw my home country..still in shock!! It happened so fast and time has gone so fast..after 19 years of being away from a country i can hardly call home,i finally got to see where i was from,its like knowing a part of yourself that you didn't get a chance to live out. I won't deny that i  missed home,sometimes it felt( and still does) like i was a foreigner in my own home,everyone speaks the same language that am  able to speak but when i try to speak,it sounds so foreign!Its a strange fee