Behind The Scenes

Setting the stage for another show,

but now i realize i don't want to play the leading role no more.

Remembering the spotlight when all eyes were on me,

but You stole my act and messed up my scene.

Found it hard,getting used to the new script, felt like You had the upperhand.

My glory days slowly fading away,

finally You've had it Your way.

Now am behind the scenes,

living the life of a 'has been'. You stole the show,

but You made me realize there are more precious things worth living for.

You became the star,

but You made me realize that its You who's made me shine this far.

You took the leading role,

but You made me realize that i'd

follow behind any way You lead me cause i know You're in control.

STAR OF MY LIFE: JESUS

(Umy)

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