To the Woman I LOVE ( Part 2)

To the woman I love,

You are still the one for me even after all these years.One more year has passed but my love for you grows stronger and stronger. I think about you often and even though am not with you right now, and this letters may not reach you, i will always hold you dear to my heart.

I miss you always and I often wonder how you are, and during such moments i am filled with nothing but love and a grateful heart for what you have been to me in my life. You are truly loved and not just by me, but by the entire world, and yesterday the world chose to remember you. The sad part is that i wasn't there with you to celebrate your day, and sadder still is the fact that we only take a day to remember how special you are.

I thought a lot about you yesterday, maybe it's cause i miss you that much!! ... i thought about those 9 months you went through just for me, some days must have been a burden for you and still you had the strength to carry me for that long! Then through the years that followed you were still there for me even though you had other responsibilities and worries of your own.

You brought me up to be who i am and you gave me the most precious people in my life today, who i cherish with all my heart. You love us all the same but each in a unique different way. I wonder how big your heart is to have such space to to fit us all,and yet still have love to spare!?!

Then i thought about the years every mother dreads, the tough teen years, each of us with a different attitude , yet you manged to calm down those hormones! The joys of life we shared and the inevitable pains of life too, you give lessons that no wiseman can ever teach because yours have that special ingredient called love! I love you MAMA.

There are so many like you in the world, but all of you are different and no matter how you are, you are ALL special. I wanted to say a silent thank you and with these words i want to say Happy mothers' day everyday!! It's a 24 hour job, with the least pay but you still do it anyway, you are Superwomen and there is no kryptonite that can i ever stop you!!!

I LOVE YOU MAMA!! THANK YOU MAMA!!( To all mothers!)

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