I can't get you out of my head!!!

Maybe I want you,

Maybe I don’t.

If there’s something about you,

To make me want you,

Maybe I might just really want you.

Trying to think it through,

But when I can’t get you out of my head,

I know I have reached the end!

There’s no maybe,

There’s just my reason  for wanting you.

They say once you know what you want in life,then you got your life all figured out.Mmmhh…whoever came up with such a line probably wasn’t thinking clearly or…they didn’t take time to factor in people like me who sometimes never know what they want. When it comes down to the little things in life, its easy to know what I  want…then along comes the heavy- duty stuff which never leaves me in peace when it comes to making a decision.

You might probably be thinking that I am such a confused wreck if I have no idea of what I want, cause   honestly I would think that way if I met someone  who had no sense to know what they wanted even in the simplest of things( to be very honest I would be  irritated!!) But before I explain myself,  you have to at least  know the real reason why I am writing this. It all started with a simple conversation that led to the hardest question  I had to face the whole of this week “WHAT DO YOU WANT?”

In my defense, I  came up with this reason of why knowing what you want doesn’t necessarily mean  having it all figured out:” The things we want in life  always have a two-side story to them,that is they either  make a lasting impression on our lives or they( i.e the things we want) quickly fade away. Not knowing what I want immediately , is just my way of taking caution  so that I don’t land myself in any situation that  leads me to more uncertainity…maybe it’s a coward act, but  I learn more from it than  always knowing what I want. I think  through what I want before I make it official that I really do want it.”

If what I want makes a lasting impression on me such that I can’t get it out of my head,then I definitely know what I want!!