Thought Therapy

To all the hip hop music fans,forgive me for being such an amateur about it,hence  my   confession before i write this post : I don't have a clue  about Hip Hop and all that it is,all i know is who  sings what....so i picked a song by Eminem ( i can't deny  that i like his songs  and that's the reason am even writing this)  and then  i picked a few lines that stuck in my head all through the song.   Till I Collapse (Eminem ft.Nate Dogg) "This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it"   "Cause sometimes you just feel tired, Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength And just pull that s*** out of you and get that motivation to not give up And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse."   We all want the good life,but to get there it  me...

Is it really worth the fight? To believe even when things don't seem right.... To hold on when you see no end in sight... I never should have let go... Choosing  fear I  choose to lose all that I believe and know.... It might get me going... But with this fear I end up losing. Stick to my guns, And let my faith take a shot.... Didaskaleinophobia...guess what that is!! Someone asked me that and all i could come up with was "it's a phobia" anyone can get that!!It's the whole d.i.d.a.s.k.a.l.e.i.n that got me feeling stupid...anyway,let's skip away from that and come to what i really want to say.Have you ever wondered about fear?It's no secret we all fear something,but the real secret is how many fears there are in the world!!!!!!!!!(the exclamation marks should give a hint as to how many) I think there should be a dictionary of some sort,cause i can't even come close to pronouncing some of those phobias let alone remember them!...

"I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us" If these words were sang as a  sort of world anthem,then i think the world would be a much better place in some ways.I heard the song over the weekend and just one listen to it was enough to get my mind buzzing and for some time now i had never really found a song to say just what  i felt until i heard B.O.B on the radio rapping it out for the whole world to hear. So this morning,thanks to google i just found out that there are close to 7 billion people in the world...and am one of them!!So why in the world would such a song be of any help to me when am faced with this huge number of strangers i call my fellow human beings??How is it possible that in my own little ,maybe even meaningless capacity, i  could help  so many( 7 billion!!!!)???....but when i heard the chorus to this song  "I wish I was strong enough to lift not one bu...

Looking up to the sky,never ask why. One,two three,four,five,six... I could go on counting like these Tell you all my reasons for loving you like i do.... But i want to find that One reason why am in love with you. Is it because of how you look? Or is it just the way  you got me hooked? All i know is that when i look at you, I fall deeper in love with you. This is probably  the most weird way to express the way i  love something,but i can't help but say it like this when am in love with it.I love blue ,i love the blue sky !!Woke up wishing i could see a blue sky even if it meant  a small part of it.Lately.the sky's been grey..and am not saying that figuratively.There's something about the sky being blue and it took me a while to put my finger on it. There's always a heavenly feeling that i get when am looking at a blue sky ..fills me with hope and even though  i get the scientific reason of why the sky's blue it  has never c...

From the moment i loved you, I was afraid to say these words, But deep down i could feel it,and i knew it... Don't break my heart.. Don't tear me apart... With you am happy, That's how i know am lucky.. Without you,i am without me Don't break my heart... Don't tear me apart... Even though i know you will... This is no love poem,or else i'd have poured my whole heart out in my longest post ever!!!But i know how it looks and sounds,it's simply my love poem to this beauty called life...I heard a song this morning by Gym Class Heroes "Get Your A** Back Home" not the best title to a song(i know) but this line kept haunting me all morning "this type of life didn't come with instructions" By now if you reading this and thinking ,"like duh!!who din't know that??" hold onto that thought for just a bit. This is one of the most obvious facts:The  things that life can throws at us,sometimes can...