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If you leave me....

Honestly, i had no idea who sang this song till today when google worked its magic for me...whoever heard of Emilia Rydberg??!!But that's not the point....she sings it so beautifully u can't help but bring that someone back to your thoughts and you miss them even more.
I can actually feel the words in her voice,...what i don't get is why she says its not a big big thing if she's left"its not a big big thing if you leave me" ????
Then i started thinking of just somehow and sometimes we try so hard to convince ourselves  of how some things can't affect how we feel when in reality we are doing just the opposite...for example with this song,why would she sing about missing someone with THE most heartfelt voice if it  "didn't matter"? But don't get me wrong,some feelings are best well kept hidden lest they bring you more misery...but for others don't try to cheat yourself out of them .Dealing with what's inside can be the biggest hurdle in life.Just a thought i had to share.Have a listen to the song maybe,just maybe you won't try to convince yourself  of how unimportant some things can be...
PS:Everytime i listen to this song,as much as it gets me all emotional,it reminds me why am so proud to be born in the 90's,when music was still music and it really was food to the soul...
Lyrics by Emilia
 I'm a big, big girl in a big, big worldIt's not a big, big thing if you leave meBut I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you muchMiss you much

I can see the first leaf fallingIt's all yellow and niceIt's so very cold outsideLike the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big worldIt's not a big, big thing if you leave meBut I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you muchMiss you much

Outside it's now rainingAnd tears are falling from my eyesWhy did it have to happenWhy did it all have to end

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big worldIt's not a big, big thing if you leave meBut I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you muchMiss you much

I have your arms around meWarm like fireBut when I open my eyesYou're gone

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big worldIt's not a big, big thing if you leave meBut I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you muchMiss you much

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big worldIt's not a big, big thing if you leave meBut I do feel I will miss you muchMiss you much

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